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I want to set something straight.

Life and neither I are perfect, and never have I wanted to attempt to be that. I know that some people probably won't believe me, but I am sorry for how things have ended, but I am not the one who stays in a relationship because it's right and supposed to be, but because I love that person. I am not going to look through pink coloured glasses and pretend that everything is alright when it isn't.

I didn't want to hurt a person I very much care for. So I decided that this was for the best for now.

I need time and space for myself, as I can't continue to explain myself, having to hear how horrible I am for doing this. Just because I did it, doesn't mean it was easy for me.

I think that was all for now...

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dom_dw3
Jan. 17th, 2010 02:59 pm (UTC)
I'm confused, Teddy. You say that you stay in a relationship because you love that person. Didn't you love my sister?
teddy_moon
Jan. 17th, 2010 03:01 pm (UTC)
Of course I loved her. But things change, and right now I don't know what is going on in my head anymore.
dom_dw3
Jan. 17th, 2010 03:04 pm (UTC)
Loved her. What changed?

I'm sorry I'm asking all these questions. I just don't understand...
teddy_moon
Jan. 17th, 2010 03:07 pm (UTC)
I just need time for myself, and see what I really want.
dom_dw3
Jan. 17th, 2010 03:09 pm (UTC)
That's a shitty reason.

I still don't understand but whatever. I don't think I can talk to you for a while though. It hurts me to think about how much you've hurt my sister.

Maybe one day it'll get back to normal.

teddy_moon
Jan. 17th, 2010 03:13 pm (UTC)
I hate it that I constantly seem to have to explain myself to everyone. I have my own reasons, and I don't have to explain them to anyone.

Well then don't...
ladylycan
Jan. 18th, 2010 12:32 am (UTC)
Compensating for something, my friend?
teddy_moon
Jan. 18th, 2010 02:07 pm (UTC)
Just don't ask.
ladylycan
Jan. 18th, 2010 07:32 pm (UTC)
Very well.
teddy_moon
Jan. 18th, 2010 07:33 pm (UTC)
Sorry... I didn't mean to be that rude.
ladylycan
Jan. 18th, 2010 07:52 pm (UTC)
It's quite alright, you are upset.
teddy_moon
Jan. 18th, 2010 07:57 pm (UTC)
It's just been a long day.
ladylycan
Jan. 18th, 2010 07:59 pm (UTC)
I see... I am sorry I couldn't be there to comfort you.
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